Back to Reality

After 3 weeks away from Canada, I am once again back to reality.  As much as I missed Mark for the first 2 weeks I still had a great time just hanging out with Ann and Aaron and the kiddies.  Colin and Caroline are both getting so big.  After a day with Colin, I am happy to say that he no longer cries when I try to hold him.  He finally knows his Aunt maymay.  We also just found out that Ann and Aaron are expecting another boy!

Then last week, Mark and I were off to Mexico for an incredibly relaxing week.  Have literally never been that relaxed ever.  It felt great.  Our resort was nice and we enjoyed the all inclusive experience.  We went on one excursion, deep sea fishing.  I caught a big Mahi Mahi.  You can see the pictures on facebook.  It was an awesome week, and Mark and I just enjoyed our time like crazy.

Now back home again I am trying to work on some things.  I really need to try and keep myself motivated and get to working out again.  Starting next week I am going to try to get in 10 miles per week.  I know that I will probably fail and that unless I start changing my attitude about things in general.  I was soo happy when I was back home.  I didn't feel sad, or depressed about life, I felt happy, and calm, and refreshed.  The minute we crossed the border back into Canada on Sunday night, I felt like I just deflated.  So changing my attitude is all I can do, and realize that we will be living in Indiana very soon, and I just have to hang on till then.  It is a work in progress and I'm sure you will all be kept up to date on how I am doing.