Yesterday and today have definitely been me battling my brain. I woke up the past 2 days feeling really depressed and unmotivated to do anything. You know how it goes...constantly putting myself down. Lot's of negative going in and nothing good happening. After a solid 2 hours of this yesterday I finally got up off my butt and went for a run. Today same thing. After a long while I finally got myself going because if I didn't something was gonna give. I feel like I woke up and was just festering forever. I know I've got to work hard to make the changes that need to be made. I want to try very hard to get myself to a better place. NOT EASY!!!!
So this morning I was scouring youtube to watch some music videos to help me get going. No doubt is good for that, and Sugarland is always good for a bit of a laugh.
I am still upset about having to miss when Ann has the baby. But I am trying to accept that there is nothing we can do about it. So as sugarland says "LEARN TO SMILE EVEN WHEN I WAS FALLING DOWN"
Trying to find my happiness through all of the mess. At least Mark and I had a nice night out for our anniversary on sunday.
Watch this sugarland video that was making me laugh today. I know it is long...but so worthwhile.
1 comments:
SO good!! Love it! I have a happy one on my blog as well that pumps me up. Funny, I am feeling the same today.
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