patience

It seems ridiculous to post this now because I am going to see many of you within the next few days.  But over the past 2 days I have gotten into a funk.  That whole job thing is seriously testing my patience.  I am so desperate to move that that little glimmer of hope has now been overshadowed by my natural pessimism.  I know that the whole situation is way out of my hands, which makes it hard to be patient.

In other news I put all of my winter clothes away today, and took about the summer ones.  Unfortunately the majority of my summer clothes don't fit me anymore.  Even stuff I wore on our honeymoon won't even slide on past my thighs.  -I knew I gained weight, but didn't think it was that bad.  So don't be surprised if when you see me I am wearing a junky t-shirt....cuz that is mostly what fits.

In conclusion I will admit that I am being an idiot and am being incredibly lazy.  I recognize that it is ridiculous that I don't have a job and don't seem to find the time to work out.  I fully admit that the funk I am in is pathetic and that there are worse things in life than having to be patient.

I am sooo excited to go back 'home' and see my best friends in the world.  I absolutely can't wait.